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Nandito Ako...

Naalala kita.
Lagi kang sumasagi sa isip ko at walang isang saglit
na inisip ko kung kamusta kana?
Hindi ko kayang lokohin ang sarili ko na sabihing,
"wala akong pakialam sayo
o "hindi ka na importante sa akin"
o "tapos na ang lahat".

Hindi pala.

Hindi ko magawang dayain ang sarili ko na alam kong sa bawat sandali eh lagi kong iniisip na sana, sana talaga, naalala mo din ako. At sana talaga, kahit minsan, na-miss mo din ako.

After all this time, i pretend to be cool and okay with everything.
Deep inside I am hurting.
But I'd rather keep you as a friend and enjoy the moments together
than don't have you at all.

I miss all the good memories we've shared and still hoping and praying that someday, you'd still gonna be in my arms again.
♥ ♥ ♥

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