Coach Jeth

Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks- masks that I'm afraid to take off and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me But don't be fooled, for God's sake, don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure That all is sunny and unruffled with me within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command, and that I need no one. But don't believe me. Please! My surface may be smooth but my surface is my mask, My ever-varying and ever-concealing mask. Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in fear, in aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weaknesses and fear exposing them. That's why I frantically create my masks to hide behind. They're nonchalant, sophisticated faca...

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because t...

ikaw ba naramdaman mo na yung unang kita mo pa lang parang ayaw mo na sa kaniya? wala naman siyang ginagawa sayo pero hindi mo lang talaga maintindihan at kung bakit hindi mo malaman eh sa tuwing makikita mo siya eh kumukulo agad ang dugo mo sa kaniya. minsan parang gusto mo na lang talaga saktan bigla at kung di lang masama ang manakit, nagawa mona. at kung di ka lang naaawa sa kaniya eh malamang lagas ang buhok niya dahil nasabunutan mo na o kaya naman eh may pingas na ang ngipin dahil nasapak mo na o kaya eh malamang may pasa pasa na. ang gusto mo lang talaga eh sana, wag mag krus ang landas niyo at kung hindi…

It isn't just Seven, actually. There are literally a lot of things that I wanted to share with you and just to mention a few - Things That Scare Me Being Left Behind ( Posteriophobia ) Alone ( Autophobia ) Losing my Loved Ones ( Necrophobia ) Failure ( Atychiphobia ) Drowning/Ocean ( Aquaphobia ) Snakes and Reptiles ( Ophidiophobi ) Rats ( Murophobia ) Things I Like The Most Coffee Arts and Films Books and Literature Math Accessories, Bags and Shoes Internet Connection or WIFI my Sony Ericsson P1i Important Things In My Room bed, pillows and blanket alarm clock notebook journal and pen clothes, shoes and accessories books and magazines mirror Random Facts About Me I heart Batman ever since I was a Child I love to write poems, short stories and blogs I am hopeless romantic and believes in a "happily-ever-after" story I only cook and prepare food for someone I love and really care about I am interested in Magic and Paranormal I am a tech-maniac and a gadget freak I believe ...

I saw this last night as I go through the pain of my headache and again on my notebook's time this morning. I probably started noticing 11:11 on digital clocks, receipts, practically EVERYWHERE a few years back. I was told that these are “WAKE UP CALLS or reminders”. They say these are angels or SPIRIT GUIDES. Others believe that it is an auspicious sign and others say that it signals a spirit presence. One thing is for sure, every time I see 11:11, something good is happening. :) I have been wondering and started to think what the message is all about (if there really is one). With my desire to understand and learn more about this, I have read several websites that describes what 11:11 is all about. But my QUEST is still on. I'm not sure.. What's 11:11 for?

Etiquette for Mistresses.. and what wives can learn from them by: Julie Yap-Daza Allow me to share to you the following etiquette for mistresses: 1) Mistress is not Mrs. Know you place. No.2 is not No.1, and ne’er the twain shall meet. And they better not. 2) Even if he tells you he loves you more than his wife, don’t let that go to your head. As a rule, men are liars. 3) Mistresses should be ready to give up Valentine’s Day, Christmas Day, New Year’s Day, Holy Week and his birthday. Mistresses are also called “holiday orphans,”… 4) Be friend his secretary but avoid all contact with his driver. Unless your married man is carrying on with his secretary, she can be an invaluable asses in your relations or relationship with him-relations as in sex, relationship as in a working or living arrangement. 5) As tempting as it seems, don’t patronize the wife’s beauty parlor, jewelry shop, dress shop, or father confessor. 6) DON’T CALL HIM, WAIT FR HIM TO CALL. 7) To be seen with him in public on...

TRIALS are not the reason to give up but a CHALLENGE to improve ourselves. PAIN is not an excuse to back out but an INSPIRATION to move on.

I've had to say goodbye more time that I would have liked. But everyone can say that. And no matter how many times we do even for the greater good it still stings. And though we'll never forget what we've given up, we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward. What we can't do is live our lives always afraid of the next goodbye because chances are, they're not going to stop. The trick is to recognize when a goodbye can be a good thing, when is the chance to start again.

Muling magsusulat at ibabahagi ang silakbo ng aking puso. Ang pagmumuni-muni sa mga bituin. At ang paglalagalag sa mga ulap. Ang labis na pagpupumiglas ng mga salita sa aking diwa. Susulat akong may ngiti sa aking mga labi At may pait sa aking mga mata.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trails to make you stron...

I call it Mid-Year Crisis. And literally, this happens in the middle of the year. Have you been here: Anxious about the status of your career Panicky about your financial status which is directly correlated to your, uhuh, Career Forced to get married in the next two years because you're not getting any younger Fretting over time lost where you feel you've been completely unproductive yet you feel so tired and restless Pushing the panic button because at this month, you haven't really achieved anything from the goals you have listed at the start of this year Felt so alone and no one cares to listen because (a) You're too embarrassed to tell any of your friends (b) You know from past experiences that your friends won't care (c) They are also experiencing the same crisis Bring down the curtain and wind up that it is really hard to be successful in this life and it's just so hard to achieve your dreams so you better look for an alternative, Uhhmm, letting yourse...

Its an enigma when you fall in love and accept that some good things never last. Suddenly you'll begin to see yourself as nothing. Its agony to accept that despite the feelings you have, its all not enough, but when you love someone, you would do the hardest thing and yes its not going to be easy, but at least you know that what you felt was real in the end, you'll ask yourself “does it hurt?”. Then you'll close your eyes and whisper, “yes, but its all worthwhile”.

Have you seen "Evan Almighty"? I remember from the movie when God mentioned, when you pray to have patience, God won't give you patience but an opportunity to be patient instead. If you pray to have time with your family, God won't give you extra hours but an opportunity to be with your family. We have to realize that this has been the opportunity we were praying for. For years I have been praying and praying for a lot of opportunities like these - 1. Time with my family 2. Catch up with some friends 3. Work not to please people but to glorify God 4. To Love again Of course God won't give me those prayers directly. And what He does is to give an opportunity to make these wishes and prayers come true. He definitely won't give me an extra 24 hours I can spend time with my family, have lunch or dinner with them, watch movie and shop with them, No! Hell No! Of course He won't. What He does is to teach me to prioritize things and schedule my activities and iden...

I have over a dozen of things to do and counting. Others I failed to take note already. 1. I serve God. 2. I obey my parents. 3. I have a brother that I need to constantly check on. 4. I work for a company. 5. I serve the people. 6. I have a friend. More than a 1,000 friends that I want and need to catch up with. 7. I am working with some friends on an Indie Film that we wish to show on Feb 14, 2011 8. I am organizing a Reunion and I plan events. 9. I am planning to start a new business with two of my friends. 10. I still want to market mom's Crystal Beads and Jewelries. 11. I am reading a book - 3 of them, I've started and failed to finish yet. 12. I am trying to publish a book. 13. I want to run and run 'til I ran out of breathe. Ako lang! Ako lang ang Busy! Chill! :)

I didn't intend to disappoint you nor fail to fulfill my promises. I've been wanting to see you and go out with you or at least talk and catch up. There are a lot of things going on right now. A fight. A battle. A struggle that I keep on fighting with myself. An undying tussle and continuous arguments. Constant communication gaps and misunderstanding. I need to talk. I need to listen. I hope we can patch things up and catch up. I've been wanting to stay positive and keep on moving forward. I need you. I need you to understand that I never failed to remember you. Never did I fail to think of all the good times that had been. I'm sorry and I miss you.