ikaw ba naramdaman mo na yung unang kita mo pa lang parang ayaw mo na sa kaniya? wala naman siyang ginagawa sayo pero hindi mo lang talaga maintindihan at kung bakit hindi mo malaman eh sa tuwing makikita mo siya eh kumukulo agad ang dugo mo sa kaniya. minsan parang gusto mo na lang talaga saktan bigla at kung di lang masama ang manakit, nagawa mona. at kung di ka lang naaawa sa kaniya eh malamang lagas ang buhok niya dahil nasabunutan mo na o kaya naman eh may pingas na ang ngipin dahil nasapak mo na o kaya eh malamang may pasa pasa na. ang gusto mo lang talaga eh sana, wag mag krus ang landas niyo at kung hindi...
It's my parent's 30th anniversary and our Brian's christening on Saturday where in spite busy schedule preparing everything for the visitors, i still think of Jacob. I packed Beef Tapa and Pancit for him and even thinking of bringing him Salad for dessert. We didn't have a good conversation after hours of waiting for him then he finally said we're not meeting up because he's not in the mood and he wants to stay at home and watch Initial D. Then all of my insecurities and paranoia came out. I started thinking, just like what happened with Jeff, very similar indeed. He started confirming why he's sticking with me. He reminded me to stop counting the days and enjoy that we're together. I think his way of showing me that he likes me is seeing me everyday for dinner. Though i heard him said, "ano bang napapala ko pag pumupunta ko sayo? Kahit pagod ako nagpupunta pa din ako. Dapat maapreciate mo yun." I am not sure what that means but i just w...
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