Coach Jeth

Broken-hearted na naman ako. Sa gitna ng pakikibaka sa aking sarili - lalabas o mananatili sa loob ng aking munting paraiso. Pinilit kong itago sa kadiliman ng aking silid ang bawat alaala ng ating nakaraan, subalit, ang iyong alala ay kusang kumakawala, bumabalik sa mga di nawakasang nakalipas. ewan ko, natigilan ako’t napahinto, naisip kita. at sa pagpasok mo sa aking gunita ay kalungkutan ang aking nadama. kalungkutan na pilit kong tinatakbuhan at tinatakasan. nakakalimutan na kita. totoo. madami akong ginagawa. madami akong inaasikaso, or i should i say, i made myself busy with a lot of things. friends to spend time with, family, out-of town trips, Batangas at ang inaasikasong negosyo, and scores, yes ang scores, ang mga libro, ang mga pelikula at mga musikang pauli-ulit ko ng narinig. madami akong napagkaabalahan. trabaho - puro na lang trabaho. wala na kong ibang pinagkaabalahan sa mga oras na nagawa ko na ang lahat - kundi trabaho. wag kang magalala, okay n

I've had to say goodbye more time that I would have liked. But everyone can say that. And no matter how many times we do even for the greater good it still stings. And though we'll never forget what we've given up, we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward. What we can't do is live our lives always afraid of the next goodbye because chances are, they're not going to stop. The trick is to recognize when a goodbye can be a good thing, when is the chance to start again.

If my (ex) boyfriend would have a chance to read this article earlier, we could have saved our relationship. I won't be feeling lonely this time, i won't be missing him much and I don't have to worry about moving on. And maybe, just maye, we are still enjoying each other's company. Sharing with you this great article o riginally published in  http://www.lifehack.org/articles/communication/when-youre-good-relationship-you-learn-these-10-things.html by Allison Renner.  This would have saved a lot of relationships.  When You’re In A Good Relationship, You Learn These 10 Things I’d had serious relationships before meeting my fiance, with a couple lasting for years. I thought I was an adult; I thought I knew how to be a great girlfriend. Meeting someone I had a serious connection with taught me that nothing I had experienced before was real. True love feels different than casual relationships – even if those relationships lasted for years (often well past their ex