Coach Jeth

Dont get me wrong, MASAYA AKO DITO ...may na-miss lang ako.

Na-home sick ako. Haay, just got home from breakfast with the management and this is the first time that I brought the laptop in the hotel. Nami-miss ko na yung kwarto ko sa bahay namin sa Manila. Walang katulad ang comfort na nabibigay ng kwarto ko sakin. Di sapat ang malambot ng kama, malamig na aircon ng hotel. I miss my mom, my dad, my bro, gusto ko sila makasabay mag dinner… Nami-miss ko yung palitan namin ng kuro-kuro sa mga usapin at Balita sa telebisyon. Ang mga pambabatikos sa mga pulitiko Na Tanging Kami Lang Ang Nakakaalam At Nakakaunawa. My computer, di ako maka-PangYa dito… Binigyan ako ni Jay ng larong madalas ko ding nilalaro sa bahay… Yun tuloy, na miss ko lalo. Wala si Jude para i-cheer ako kapag nakakalagpas Ako ng bagong stage at di niya naman ako malalait kapag Hirap na hirap akong mag level up. Si pochi*, si mahal**, si burgo*** tsaka si carlo****, may yumayakap pa kaya sa kanila? Magaling na kaya si carlo? Kasi bago ako umalis, tumatae siya ng beads. Madami. Sana ...

I am enjoying my stay here in Cebu. I like the place, the food… yumyum… I’ve tried the Sutukil (Sugba, Tuwa, Kilaw). You know that? It's like our Dampa in Manila I love it. I’ve been to different places din in Cebu and I’ll post some pictures later. The people here is great. They are hospitable and accommodating naman. I’m learning Cebuano. Gosh, too bad, at nahhirapan na ang pilipit kong dila but I’m coping… Kahapon nga homesick ako, tinanong ng nanay ko kung pano daw ako nagaadjust dito na mag-isa lang ako. She also asked kung pano daw ako gumigsing kasi alam niyang that’s my opportunity. Hirap na hirap kaya yun... Haay… struggle.

It was my first time here in Cebu and I feel so fortunate to experience this. A lot of people has been telling me that it is hard to be away from the family and friends; that, it is hard to be alone – no one’s going to wash your clothes for you, no one’s going to cook for you, and worse of all, no one’s going to take care of you when you’re sick, and of course a lot more. Yeah indeed it is hard to be alone but this is going to be a new endeavor for me and a challenge that I need to face. I’ve wanted to experience independence and to know-how life is working. I love my parents and I appreciate them so much. They know how important they are for me and they know how much I’d like to emulate them. They are my models and my idols. This time, I want to make sure that I will be able to apply everything that I’ve learned from them. Follow their teachings and advices. Experience good things in life and make the most out of it.

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Untie these cords that seemed to bind me Imaginary as it is, seemed too real for me Don’t let the words refrain be heard There’s nothing that could ease these piercing hurt Sing no familiar tunes of the days long gone Talk no familiar words of the promises done Beneath the sun, tears ran down Nothing could ease the hurt that’s bound Look no more with affectionate gaze Smile no more with saddened fates Love no more, the truth I see This hurt I feel was meant to be Dream no more of love lit days We both are lost in this crazy maze Better to stop while we still are near To the face stained of yesterdays tears A heart that’s true, it is not you A love thought real, ache was left to feel A love, a dream we thought could last Really was love that never was…